Not so much here, but right here

Do you ever get knocked on your butt and realize: for not doing anything wrong, you haven't been doing enough right? I feel that today. I could be much much better than I am. And I know what I need to do. I just think it is frustrating that I can easily ignore and be complacent about these things until I'm kicked in the butt. Lately, I definitely have been thinking that I'm better (spiritually) than I actually am. I haven't reached dirtbag status...I just could be doing a little bit...a lot a bit better. Here's to moving forward and hoping.