Aaron is gone, vegas. Woo hoo, me and the ladies are left to kick it. We'll see if I survive. Right now, it could go either way. So Aaron should be hearing back from Smith this week, hopefully he'll be flying out in a few weeks for an interview. I don't know what I want more: for aaron to be finished with ogio or for an opportunity to get out of Utah. Don't get me wrong, we love were we live, I just. I don't know how to explain it. I'm just ready for change.
Last april aaron interviewed with Burton and I thought we had a chance to get out but it fell through. I know "other opportunities" are coming our way, I'm just losing patience. Aaron conducts himself so differently than me when it comes to the workplace. It is hard to sit back and bite my lip. So I bite down harder because I hate when he corrects how I should run the kids and the house. He's been much better so I'm trying to be patient.
My problem is that aaron lives in the box--and he likes it. Or he doesn't want to do anything about it because it takes him outside of the box...the box he doesn't like. Not like me at all. If I don't like my box, I kick and scratch my way out. Does that make me a power bee-otch? maybe. At least I'm making things happen.
The first draft of Nevaeh is almost finished. In March, I'm going to make it into a readable version. we'll see what happens. If nothing, I'm still proud of myself for getting this far.
ok, this is enough blah blah. goodnight.
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